Ah the absolute guilty pleasure of a long hot shower (albeit mid-afternoon and whilst sitting on a shower seat as I chant ‘this is not forever, thing is not forever’).. today was the first shower I’ve managed to have without pain levels hitting ten halfway through and making desperate pleas for help to get out! It is very humbling at 41 to have Mark or Mum race to my rescue and extract my slippery self as quickly and painlessly as possible from a shower seat!
So it was really nice to seize a moment of total comfort in the shower. These moments have been far and few between the last couple of afternoons. Not unexpected considering my leg has been ‘clicked’ and ‘whirred’ to the point it is now 4.5mm longer than it was on Wednesday! Crazy huh!
Grabbed a photo as I don’t really have a full length before and after..and this gives a better perspective of the device’s size!
I also set about trying to get on film each device in operation today…
Clicks
I have a spreadsheet that lets me know which strut to twist (1-6) and at what time of the day on the Ilizarov device. This is mum twisting one of them (usually there is 2-4 twisted each session)… It is still a bit nerve racking for the operator.
Whirs
The Precise Nail is different. Driven by a pre-programmed magnet it is positioned on the magnet in my femur (sorry for this shot 🙈) and it is bloody noisy for two minutes three times a day and then it’s done!!
So effectively that’s my day right there.. it evaporates amongst all of these clicks and whirs.
Although tonight hasn’t evaporated at all!! It has been a tough one.
Not for me so much, but mostly for my family. I do not underestimate how emotional it is for everyone watching me go through this..
I feel the love of every individual desperately trying to help when the pain’s a bit much, picking up some slack because I physically can’t be where I have always been and passing the tissues cause I can’t even reach those f@ckers!
So tonight I’ve wiped away the tears and reminded myself I haven’t chosen the easy path but it is the right path.
All we can do is take one step at a time and be grateful that each day is a new one. ❤️
Not an easy path, but you can do this Rosie!
You have a wonderful support team and many followers barracking hard for you.
You are in our prayers.
Thanks for sharing your story with us.
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Thanks for your encouragement and prayers Kathrine! Im so grateful xx
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Nice slippers love . Stay strong take care. Love ya.
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Ha.. Shexy hey 😜 thanks beautiful people xx
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Sending hugs and strength (but you all already have plenty of that!!) to you all.
You can and ARE doing this. You’re amazing and we love you.
xx
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Thanks my friend 😘
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I hope each day gets a little more bearable. Your support crew is amazing x
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Thanks so much Belinda., yes they sure are xx
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You are at the very top of my admiration list Rosie xxx
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Not sure I deserve to be up there but thank you ❤️
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You were such an incredible person before you started this – how amazing you will be at the end of this is indescribable. Let those around you share your pain – you would do no less for them – and they too will become stronger more awesome people. And on the technical side of this – how amazing that this can be done – painful – but amazing! Take care and keep taking those steps and keep sharing…
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Mary that’s the loveliest thing to say thank you so much ❤️. It’s pretty amazing hey x
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Oh my! Never were you very patient once you’d set your mind on something Rosie. Lord! I can’t believe the leaps and bounds (scuse the pun) you’ve achieved in a few days. Pure pig headedness WILL get you through this. I just can see you in a much shorter time than predicted, walking almost under your own steam. How’s your back holding up. BIG gentle hug.
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Ah I hope your predictions are true! My back has been fantastic. Thank you xx
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Go Rosie ……
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Ah thanks Bill 😊
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